I intended to write and growl about my life, but I don't even have it in me to do that.  It's funny how people change, but I guess all things happen for a reason.  Time to pick up the pieces and move on with it I guess.  It's hard watching your future crumble before your eyes, but that's life, and nothing is perfectly laid out, even if/when you are willing to do the work. It's just hard on the head... and heart.